With a heart too heavy
a mind too aware of itself, and yet not
I stand in the middle of nowhere
knowing all too well where to go, but moving not.
Happy and sad at the same time,
caring and not caring at the same time
my feet are tied, my mind wanders even when captive
with a sense of loss, i stand meek and broken,
knowing to let go but let you go, i did not
reasons of which I know not.
overwhelmed i am, aging faster than my already aging body, oblivious of people and surroundings, unaware of dates and names, of time;
a huge tide wraps me in its arms
life comes to a stand still
teasing me it says catch me if you can, but catch it I can not.
